They seem to get longer all the time. Greg Smith is the Senior Case Supervisor (C/S) for the Mace Kingsley Family Center in downtown Clearwater, Florida. Their motto is “We Audit Kids.”
There are so many amazing and life changing wins I have had from this action it’s almost impossible to know where to start. But I will start with my biggest win:
The biggest thing that occurred was that I let go of a 20 ton albatross I carried around my neck called “My Basic Purpose of music”. What I mean by this is that I have had an ages old Basic Purpose in this area for a long time on my track. On one of the rundowns I at first had a cog of “rekindling” this purpose and at first I was a bit “up the pole” and overly elated on the subject. As we continued, it all started to beef up and I felt something was wrong. Then I had a huge cog: having one of these “Basic Purposes” as such is an incorrect way to operate and exist, and having all that horsepower directed in a “southward direction” (namely, firing up some whole track purpose, with trillions of years of track connected with it), did nothing but lock up my attention from being able to operate in PT as an OT, blocking my full available postulate power from being able to be directed in any direction I choose from PT as a stable point. For me, dropping this “Basic Purpose” was the starting point of POWER or SUPER POWER and it fits directly into axioms #1 and #2 and the raw, unadulterated ability of a thetan. I have a new philosophy on this now and I feel a bit like a newbie, needing to practice this and spread my wings a bit, but having had this cog, it is now a matter of directing my attention and postulates/intention from PT, in a brand new unit of time, at music or whatever else I choose. Now one qualifier: this in no way means I am dropping the subject of music; it simply means I will create music from PT, as well as the C/Sing and auditing I do, and anything else I take up in life. I will use my full postulate power and intention, not drained by some old purpose.
Drilling on the perceptions is entirely unprecedented, like nothing else I have ever done. I found some of my specific perceptions almost entirely intact and usable, while some of the other ones were complete” bearcats” for me, turning on all kinds of stuff from the lower tone scale while we were drilling; complete disabilities for me on some of them. But through the very patient coaching of the drill instructors, each of these ”bearcat” perceptions went to a beautiful EP, with a brand new ability on each.
The Ethics/Justice rundown freed me up from past injustices with a very clever set of questions that handled the charge, bringing me to many nice cogs of what happened in each one of those situations and leaving me with a great feeling of cause, relief and increased responsibility.
The Personal Revival rundown took my attention off myself by rehabilitating points of aliveness from my past and enabled me to be able to direct my attention outward onto the other dynamics, especially the fourth dynamic, giving me a new awareness and KRC/ARC for this dynamic.
On the Consequences rundown I fully cogged on my actual tone level – action – which was very rehabilitating and empowering. It also became very clear to me how to raise my tone level above this to higher levels.
The Bright Think rundown for me was a “wild mouse ride” (named after a wild amusement park ride of my youth) of my case and Whole Track, which resolved beautifully at the end, leaving me with an awareness of being more myself, more of a static and more differentiated from the Physical Universe.
The Student rundown was very validating, pointing up the fact I am a good student and fortifying that certainty with some questions that impinged nicely, and cleaned up some pertinent charge on the subject.
The False Data rundown was where I had the huge, huge cog about the lie of “Basic Purpose” and how it drained my OT ability and, without that lie, leaving me able to be in PT with full postulate power/intention, free to direct my attention to anything I choose.
The Cause and Confront rundown greatly raised my ability to be cause and raised my confront both on specific areas and in general. I also gained a new ability to think logically from this rundown, a very useful skill as a C/S.
The Power of Choice rundown came at a very opportune time; i.e. directly after my huge cog re “Basic Purpose”; actions done which increased my ability to actually deliver and execute my postulates very specifically in the Physical Universe.
The audited part of the perception rundown was very enlightening, directing my attention to specific areas of perception inability, blowing this charge and leaving me free and ready to do the perception drills.
There was definitely a sense of becoming more able as a being as each rundown progressed. Each rundown fit into a general plan wherein the abilities gained on each dovetailed and expanded nicely into the next rundown. This was very apparent to me in my gains as I progressed, leaving me the concept of progressing upward with a funneling upward and an outward feeling of expansion. This feeling was greatly enhanced with the perception drills which caused even greater expansion and upward feeling.
A general comment of the floor with the perception drills: at first I felt like I was on the Enterprise (the spaceship from the show, Star Trek). The layout is so modern and cool; nothing on earth exists similar to it. As I progressed with these amazing drills, I changed my viewpoint and it felt like a Nirvana, nestled high above the rest of the physical universe; and island of peace floating in a cloud high above everything.
Each piece of equipment for the drills is very wonderful in how it isolates the exact perception to be drilled so that you can’t “cheat” and use other perceptions to get the product. This leaves you with a huge sense of accomplishment as you progress through each drill to EP. Bit by bit I felt more and more exterior with full perception. In fact, on some of the drills that were tougher for me to get through, I finally dropped some machinery I’d been using forever and started used my own theta perception; at which point I was able to do it and then was able to complete the drill with a great sense of accomplishment.
I have an overall feeling of peace within myself that occurred bit by bit as I progressed through each rundown and each drill. I am much, much more in PT (even after the SRD!) and I feel very calm about life and being able to operate from a calm, almost serene viewpoint.
One final note from my hat as Sr C/S and the senior tech terminal of Mace Kingsley Family Center, the largest field group on the planet:
Based on my greatly increased abilities to perceive, postulate and really dig deeply into a case as a C/S and an auditor, it is clear to me that it is utterly imperative that all auditors, C/Ses. Supervisors and every tech terminal get through Super Power as fast as possible. By doing so we will create a boom in Scientology across the entire planet.
Thank you to my wonderful auditor Roshy; she is a gem with impeccable TR’s, presence and metering. Thank you to my wonderful drill instructors; you are all total pros and you work in an environment which literally exists outside the physical universe. Thank you to my great C/S, board I/Cs and pages, the whole S.O. crew. Thank you to COB for the wonderful GAT II releases for Super Power and the rest of the Tech which is now available to anyone. Thank you to LRH for assembling these actions which really do bring one very close to operating in Native State right now!
Love, Greg Smith